Five friends. Yeahp. There were 5 of them. But there were these secret feelings one had for another, and he felt the only way to hide it was by being mean to her. There was love afoot, but no one noticed much... maybe no one just wanted to admit it...
Main Girl-Sakura
Guy in Love with Sakura-Derek
Other Guy That Will Be Surprising-Fero
Girl So Super In Love With Fero-Venus
Mediator Guy Who Also Seems To Like Sakura But I'm Really Not Sure If He Is-Hans
Sakura was the kind of girl that wouldn't care if she was hurt. She wrote in her diary once-I don't even care if I die. When I die, the only thing I'd be wishing for was that my friends would be happy, because they're the only ones that ever really cared. Sakura had her hardships, yes, but she didn't want to share them, since she knew that others suffered more. Early in life she realized that seeing herself always would just make her even more sad, so she focused on making others happy.
But Derek was in love with her... and he didn't want her to know. No one else knew, either. He says (and I quote), "We've been friends since we were little, I can't say something like that! She doesn't love me... so why should I risk our friendship that way??" Derek was so mean to Sakura, but Sakura didn't seem to mind. It was only until one day that suddenly she was unable to control herself...
August 15, 2009
One day, Sakura was looking out at the window with a sort of haze in her eyes. The others were so troubled that Derek wanted to cheer her up, the Derek way.
"Oii, Sakura," he said. He received a glance from Sakura, who was usually the cheerful one, and he was devastated by how sad her eyes were, and yet her lips still smiled, that very sweet smile of hers, the one he had always loved. Derek was weakened, but he didn't want to show it. "You're going to look uglier if you stay so sad like that!"
A flash of pain and sadness swept through Sakura's face, and Derek was left off guard. Sakura punched him in the stomach and asked "Uglier?? You mean I'm ugly? Waaaaaaah. You're uglier though." A smirk was pasted on her face. The others cheered, but Derek and Fero didn't-they can still see that sadness, hidden but unmistakable, in those dark blue eyes of hers.
That day Sakura had more of those instances where she was so quiet and serious. She always regains her cheerful disposition, but Derek and Fero can still see that sadness in her eyes.
It was recess time when Venus was teasing her and Sakura made a clever comeback. Venus got mad at her. Sakura, sadly, was teary-eyed when Venus wouldn't talk to her. It was only until Venus saw how sad Sakura was that Sakura was forgiven. That happened between subjects too, when they were transferring classrooms, but this time between Sakura and Hans.
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My Story.
Call me Gan. But what's in a name? Does it matter? Will my name really show you who
I am deep inside, where I hide? Can my name really give you the picture of my heart, its pains and sorrows in its past? But what the heck.