Thursday, September 4, 2008
Now i didn't want to break the chain, but I'm in no mood to write about Chi for now.
Life is turning so stupid these days.
Everyday something good happens.
Then something bad happens too.
I'm getting sick of the echoes these things create in my head!
I would be so fine if all those gifts are good enough to overshadow the wounds that comes right after!
monday to sunday is always the same.
It's like life was just a storybook and this is the time where the author doesn't elaborate.
Everything just stays the same until I get to the part that the writer makes life interesting again.
Until then I can only wait.
The problem is that I might get tired long before that.
You see, I don't care much about the good things happening to me.
I'm bothered by everything bad, though.
So I promised not to cry.
Ha, how THAT's working out (it's not).
I also promised not to hurt.
Hmph (regret is such a painful feeling).
I promised to make those around me happy.
I don't care even if I get broken inside.
And now I promised to take care of myself.
And I don't like it one bit.
'Coz everything's so contradictory.
I'm turning insane, like I wouldn't be able to keep on going.
This happy-sad redundancy is getting annoying.
I can't take it anymore.
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